I am so being paranoid about my phone..even since last Mon i left it in the toilet and my colleagues found it. Everytime i left a place, for a moment i will start to panic about leaving my phone behind and ask the one beside me to call to ensure is in my bag.

This is what happened after lunching with Ning.

And Ning is being paranoid too. Ask her… She will start rattling..

I alr. had my Dec schedule fully planned. Full to the brim… Either with sch or with work. i am enjoying myself at work, though there are few whom i need to be aware of, but is ok, i am open to challenges if they really way out to get me.

Fortunate to have good project mates, being the only girl in the group enjoys special privileges, can chaffuer around back home after school, to their place for discussions and mostly importantly they are willing to go that extra mile for projects/assignments. Bless Me.

Either i am getting tired IN or WITH u.
Why is it i have the feeling i am rated non-important in the list.

Splitting headache..spinning..as if i am high on drugs..
That the reason why poor me back home early on a Sat night.
Was out watching Zathura earlier on with my ex colleague, ironic show though.
My ex colleague got me Peach cig that come with a ring as a package from Japan, they sure are very innovative.. Packaging ring with cig, and only cost abt $3plus.
Dinnered with Boo (was supposed to go pubbing but his frd pub having a big party) ended up played pool with Tony and gang. Dui Bu Qi my Shifu for today i suck big time and part of the reason was i am feeling very low, maybe is the people or maybe the problem is on me.
When i aint feeling comfortable/happy with a particular grp of frds, i wont want to go out with them, no matter how bored am i. The problem with the above mentioned gang are that either they dispute over money, and i.e like $3, not sporting enuff, boring etc. That is why i left abt 30mins after meeting up with them, and maybe is kinda spoil my nite.

I dunno why. i hate my life now. A boring one that i am leading.

Can someone get me pissed drunk?

Insane at this time blogging cos couldnt slp, in fact the whole nite.

Started work yest, was alright…need to pick up things fast.I need to juggle my time real well when psy mod. demand lots of my time.

Went to Boo’s frd pub after work, was a last min thing, my 1st time pubbing in sneakers and smelt of steak. lol. But it was crazy considering they already down 2bottles of Gordon Blue + others. But then i still beat Boo to it last nite, cos eventually he puked. Luckily he is not driving last nite.

Where is my cheque that i was owe 1.5mths ago? I am alr. hunger for cash.

In reply to thatstupidsillyganchiongkeepurgingmetodothispost tag.. here it come..

Rules of the game:
1) post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.
2) At the end, list the names of 5 people who you want next to this andleave a comment “YOU ARE TAGGED” in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

5 weird/random stuffs about me:

1. I have a fetish for washboard abs hunks with their boxers and low waist jeans.. *Drooling*
   
2. I dont really like chocolates and stuffed toys-waste of money and of no use.
   
3. My longest record on the phone is 9pm to 6am. Wow…that like a normal worker office hrs.
   
4. I can bend my thumb to touch my wrist (that area) , Duh..obviously on the same hand la.
   
5. I am actually a very messy lazy per se. See my room and ya will know.
   The next five unlucky person are: Audrey, Sally, Carin, YinQiu, NoNo.

dispirited, discourage, melancholy, heavyheartedness

I am feeling the above. Dun ask me why. Cos i dun even know.
I just wanna stay at home, sch and back home again.
Turn back frds invites out.
No mean No mean to the extent that they lavish me with
food, movie treats, pool,drinks….
still no.
i dont wish to go out.
I think there is something wrong somewhere,
But what is wrong? Whats the root of the problem?
It doesnt help even when Xmas is ard the corner.

Waiting is sorrow, waiting for the time is torture. But waiting till when the time comes is happiness.

I think any longer i am staying in the house, i will be having depression.

I am back to waitress-ing days once again. Been a while since i last step into F&B industry, and now is back to hetic dinner time, doing closing but then at least i get tipped if i provide excellent service, and i know i will.

Starting work on a Mon evening after class, i need to manage my time well b/w my work and my psy mod which is giving me a headache. And finishing at work at 11pm and step right out of the rest and there is it, Devils Bar…. Oh ya, me working at a rest. at Orchard Parade Hotel. Do patronize if you are in Orchard.

I left Orchard right after chatting with the mgr and was nua-ing at my frd hse, biting off Chocos, watching the latest I guess show when Sharon called saying she was near my proximity. I left the comfort zone and walked to meet her, “escort” her to my hse, past her the stuffs and here i am, rotting at home, waiting for Boo to finish work.

As expected, Psy class were hell lots of fun with cool dudes, pretty sexy lass, lesson 1 alone is enuff to weigh me down, considering alot of psy terms/names that i need to rem.

I do need a job badly, for the money, if not this yr will be the most pathetic xmas i will ever have, with no $$ for prezzies, treats..But then is hard to find one that can fit into my class schedule nicely.

On a lighter note, can u imagine me getting engaged at 23yrs? Cos Boo mentioned last nite about engagement in 1.5yrs time. I think i have marriage phobia, cohabiting – no issue, but marriage else.. shoo…. put that aside first. Who know one day, that special someone can change my mindset.

Today class was relatively quite an easy one..first week of sch is always like this..

Managed to survive 3hrs of class without signs of tiredness..normally in poly lecs, will be down on the table by end of 1st hr with jessie sleeping beside me..

Called Ning during my break, we had a good laugh. 3yrs of poly lecs, with Yanting sitting beside me, always shaking her legs causing the seats to’vibrate’ as well, and its always irritated me. And now come a “table shaker’, this guy beside me, whatever hands actions he made will always end up shaking the table and i endured that for 3hrs. I always ended up with “shaker” per se, How sucky can it gets!!

Maketing class today.. dry as usual.. rattling off about basic mkting theory..Duh… and the lecturer, a witty one..and this shaker beside me laughed at every jokes she made when i dont even find it in the least funny.

Ya..who is the most “lookable” guy in my class?
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Ya..Is this shaker lor…

What to do?

i expected tml psy class to be more fun..and surprising i am looking to tml class though is 9am..cos i used to hate 9am class in poly even though is 2hrs. and now, 1 class duration is 3hrs.

Or maybe i am looking forward more to Boo picking me up after class motivate me to get my bum off the bed.

Jie asked me to attend his POP… Duh..Caught by surprise. Why me?

MOther Fucker…Wake up ur idea…IF you still haven, i should wake u up by slapping you with 2 big pieces meatlump..Mind you..i am 21 yrs..get that clear…offically an adult..not your 16yrs boozefagdrugssex type…

And if you cant slp, dun pull the whole world down and not sleep with u…and of cos, most importantly dun pull my guy down…he need to have the energy to drive home…still need to work tml..and no fucking extra time to entertain u this old hag..

Many a time, u say u gog to die soon..my heart skip a beat..not because of what, but bcos i am delighted. Yeah…say i am cruel..by all means..and who to blame..all on u.manipulated by u..and thx to u the way i am now..if not for u, i will be more blessed…So either u or me get out of each other sight….!!!!!!!!

Just earlier in the nite, was happily cruising BMW 520i with my guy for dinner, down to Mt. Faber…was also excitedly anticipating for my 1st class tml, even though at 1st glance, no cutey, tan guys to motivate me to class..But who noe.i may have miss out one..

But now, all thx to ya..making us cant slp with ya and me writing this entry…SHOO out of my sight !!!!!!!!!

A bunch of girls -3 in fact-with 2 guys were at Dbl O last night.

Because of ladies Nite, 3 girls drank non stop.

1 scolding vulgarity, sticking middle finger…
1 busy taking photos non stop…
1 go ard pop shot pop shot pop shot pop shot pop shot……

The 3 busy snogging ard…
.Crazy.Mad.Kinky.
What a mess they created.