Numbed

Merry Christmas to all! Did you guys have a gd christmas and a wonderful time feasting and boozing?

Mine was quiet, just dinner at sixth ave and crashing at friends’ house, wasn’t in the festive mood, it felt just like any other day but I do appreciate the looonnnggg weekend and I felt such a bum now. Is gonna be another 3days of wrk before the long weekend is here again. 🙂

You know, I don’t know who I can trust nowadays, I don’t know what I believe in now, what went wrong? Maybe is me, but I don’t feel like socialising nowadays, I don’t feel like talking to anyone but I do like talking to myself in the head, sometimes I wish people can just leave me alone but at times, when I am in e car, looking through my phone book trying to find someone to call and talk, I got lost cause I don’t know who I can call and talk and at the end of the day, I reached home feeling like a total loser.

Was it love? Commitment? Obligation? Responsibility?

I can’t feel me.